Existentialism is defined as a philosophy that emphasizes the uniqueness and isolation of the individual experiences in a hostile or in a different universe. There is also a different perceptive; human existence is unexplainable, and stresses freedom of choice and responsibility for the consequences of one's acts. I believe in that very vehemently!!!
I look at a world and I am terrified!!! I am not worried about myself but I wonder if the so called leaders have a clue as to what they should do before another calamity happens. Everybody seems to forget that there is a younger generation that will inherit our legacy and we have to make sure they get a heritage that can be carried forward to the next generation.
Classified as an existentialist I wonder what I could do towards the young of my country???? There is very little I can do!!! But I made the first steps by adopting my Serendepity. She carries my surname very proudly when she identifies herself!!! That gives me so much of satisfaction.
Now to get back to the point; I carry all the characteristics of what Hans Ensyke’s personality theory defines. I am an Extrovert, an Introvert, Neurotic and Stable. This is something that I didn’t know!! A personality analysis makes me a very complex person!!
There are days when I am extremely extrovert, then there are others when I am an introvert, then I get neurotic and when the situation demands I am stable!!!! I handle the most troublesome problem with poise, confidence and authority!!!
An example; whenever I go out on a journey I make sure my computer my sound system are all packed up in my bag and it is really ridiculous!! I do this even if I go on a short journey!! To unplug all my devices takes a good half hour and everything is meticulously packed!! The joke is when I come back home I can’t remember where which part of the various cables etc. are stored!!! It takes me another one hour to find them and another to connect everything so that I can check my mail or get on Skype!!! I am still trying to figure out the why of this behavior!!!
I believe now I am an eccentric person with odd ball behavior and what makes me happy is the realization that I can live with it!!! What makes it even more comfortable is that my village understands it and respects it!!! It’s been a very long time since I have had this feeling!!!!
